Here is the list of what I had:

Melon Madness

Malibu Diet

Choc. Cake Shot

Purple Kamakazi

Killer Kool-Aid

Busch Lite

Kamikazi

2 shots of yager

kamakazi

George Peach Shot

Heavy Metal Shot

Jager shot

J2 mixed drink

bud light

I didnt puke....................

So, the gym thing is working out really great!  I have never felt better.  The only thing I hate is the stair master.  It is like walking backwards on an escalater.  I only have to do it for 10 minutes for my program, and it frickin kills me.  I am also very scared of it!  I always think I will fall off.  On Wednesday, the boyfriend and I went together, and they have a TV with cable in front of every machine.  He bought me a new pair of headphones and we were side by side on the elipitcals for and hour watching lost.  The day before that I took a mixed CD I had made and worked out to the whole thing.  He is so proud of me that he is getting me some new shoes too. 

My birthday is next week.  Wednesday to be exact.  I will finally be able to go to the bar, and for good ole Lincoln, NE let me tell you, it will be exciting.  I am at least excited to see some old friends and rekindle some friendships. 

The Weather Man--Not very good.  It did show a little bit of titty. 

North Country--Good, but could have been a lot better.  Charlize was flippin hot!  My boyfriend said it was 2 boobless hours.  Why am I in love with this guy???  He rates movies by the amount of titty.  What a frickin disgrace!

We dont have cable, so we have a blockbuster pass.  I got to Blockbuster and get the new releases every Tuesday.  I think I have seen every movie in that store.

IT WAS 8 PEOPLE FROM MY CITY.  THEY WORK AT THE LOCAL MEAT PACKING PLANT.  HOOORRAAYYY!!!!!

Today is hump day.  Only 2 days until the weekend.  I am oh so excited.  A few new and exciting things in my life:

I got a membership to the gym.  I had an appointment Monday with the "personal trainer" to do a face to face session.  Well, I get there and wait about 15 minutes.  The personal trainer did not show up.  So this punk kid at the front desk shows me one of the machines to do cardio on, and I did that for 20 minutes ((mind you I smoke a pack a day, and am very out of shape)).  After I was finished the punk kid named Evan rescheduales me for Tuesday.  I go in yesterday, ready to have the face to face with the personal trainer.  This attractive looking girl at the front desk tells me to get started with cardio for a warm up and the personal trainer would come get me when he was ready.  I get on the beast, the same one I was on the day before.  I go for 30 minutes, until I am dripping with sweat.  I get off the machine and feel pretty dizzy, and of course, cannot feel my legs.  I go back up to the front desk and ask if he might be ready yet.  "Omigod, he didn't like come get you?"  Fuck no he didnt you whore.  "Let me rescheduale you, lets say for like Thursday. " These people really need to get their shit together before I pull out the guns.

On a lighter note, on Monday I registered for classes.  I will be taking an Intro to Counseling class and a Basic Nutrition class.  It is only 9 credit hours, but I also work 45-50 hours a week.  I will be going Monday and Wednesday from 4pm-5:55pm, and Tuesday and Thursday from 6pm-9pm.  I am oh so proud of myself.  I went from living in my mothers basement doing heavy drugs, with a part time job at the local Tastee Inn.  Now, I've got a full time job that pays very well, a nice new car, a pimp pad, working out, and going to school.  I have also managed to stay with the same guy for 2 years.  Go me.  Oh yeah, my program instructor at school told me that I don't need to take a math class.  This is the best news I have heard all year. 

My 21st birthday is in 2 weeks.  Exactly 2 weeks.  This is big for me.  REAL big.  My boyfriend and best friend are older, so I get left out all the frickin time. 

Heidi is not going skiing anymore.  I have decided that  I am still going.  I am not skiing though.  I am going to take that weekend to relax in the hotel while the boys are skiing, then going out with them at night.  I need this before I start my 10000 hour weeks with school/work/working out...dont you think?

I had THE most perfect Valentines Day.  First of all, Casey brought me a rose at work with a big card that read: TO MY VALENTINE, HAPPY VD!  (and, no, we do not have any secrets).  Last week he got me a 12 month membership to the local gym.  I got him a green Adidias jump suit and he abosolutly loved it!  I also got him a pair of sunglasses.  He was so excited.  Then he took me to Lapaz, the best Mexican place in town.  It was fantastic.  We were feeding each other, and drooling over each just like we did in the begininng.  This is our 3rd Valentines day together.  The last two years, he did not even acknowledge the holiday.  He told me that the only thing that makes him happy, is when I am happy, thats why he changed his ways. 

To end the perfect night, we went home and watched the movie SAW II.  What a frickin awesome movie.  If you "saw" the first one, definatly see the second!   One of the better sequels ever!

My kitty loves ice cubes.  Everytime I get anything to drink with ice cubes in it, she trys to play with the cubes in my drink.  It was cute at first, until she started knocking the glass over and spilling its contents all over my coffee table.  I started scolding her for doing this, because it got really old.  All of a sudden mommy turned into the bad guy, and everytime I would get up and leave my drink on the table, Casey (my boyfriend) would entice her to play with the glass. 

So, last night, we put in a movie, popped some popcorn, and I filled a large glass with ice and diet coke.  I lay on the couch, and Casey lays on the floor, with the coffee table in between us.  I fall asleep first, then Casey.  Zoey is wide awake just eyeing my soda.  All of a sudden I wake up to a "what the fuck!?!?!"  Zoey had knocked the glass right into Casey's crotch!!!!!

I hope that teaches them both a lesson.

For Valentines Day, my boyfriend is purchasing me a 1 year membership to Gold's Gym.  How fucking sweet is that?  I will finally be able to reach my fitness goals, without being so worried about eating a cheeseburger or drinking a beer every once in a while.  I am so frickin excited.  I will have a personal trainer and everything.  The gym is about 4 blocks from my work and maybe a mile from my apartment.  CONVENIENT!!!!! 

So, I need the low down on coffee.  How fattening is it? 

Plain old black coffee?

Cappichino out of the gas station machine?

Black flavored coffee i.e. irish cream?

And my last question, what is a good sugar/cream substitute, because I hate plain black coffee? 

Any thoughts would be greatly appreciated!!!

So, we had a birthday party for my nephew yesterday.  Everything went great and he loved his presants.  I am keeping this picture for blackmail:

My nephew is turning 6 tomorrow.  I barely ever get to see him because my brother only has him every other weekend.  Anyhow, we do get to see him for his birthday.  My brother actually gets him from 8am-8pm.  Does anybody have any ideas what I could get him around $20????  He is just a regular 6 year old boy, but I am clueless!!!!!  Here is a picture of him that might help:

At work, I have to take pictures of people with a digital camera for an ID.  So, after I take the pic, I plug the camera into the computer and print the pics off.  The pictures started coming with weird coloring.  It's kind of like a bronzish tint.  I know its not the camera because when I try to print pictures from my email it does the same.  I have tried changing ink and printers.  Any suggestions?

My silverware drawer broke in my apartment.  On Sunday afternoon I was bringing in groceries and I saw this guy that looked like a fixit man.  So, I told him what was broken and he said he would fix it.  Sunday night I scrambled to throw everything out of the drawer on to the counter so he could fix it.

I came home Monday night,  all of my silverware was gone!  Someone had stolen my silverware.  I opened the drawer to see if he had fixed it, and all of the silverware was in place, very organized.  This man had put everything back in the drawer and organized it!!!  The cleanest looking silverware drawer I had ever seen.   I was tickled pink. 

So, I had my mom do my taxes yesterday.  I found out that my return, is almost exactly enough to pay off both of  my credit cards!!!!!  This is very good.  I have never had a late payment or anything, I pay like $10 every paycheck, but then I turn around and spend it.  So, I have good credit, no late payments, just high balances.  Basically what I pay each month is just interest.  Once I pay them off, I am going to put them in a zip lock baggie, fill it with water, and stick it in the freezer at my apartment.  That will stop me from my impulse buys.  I will have to go home, and wait until the ice melts, and then decide if the thing I want to purchase is still important  enough to go get. 

I got 2 new house plants yesterday.  Zoey has not allowed mommy to have house plants, so I got a hook and hung one from my ceiling, and I put one in my entertainment center behind a glass door.  The only plant I can leave out in the open is my cactus . 

The landlord is coming to my apartment today to fix my silverware drawer, and so I had to put Zoey, Zoey's litter box, food and water, and her toys in my room with the door closed.  Does anyone want to place bets that Zoey shits in one of my shoes?

Okay, so once again, I need some advice, here's the story:

Jason is one of my boyfriends best friends.  Over the last two years that my boyfriend and I have been together, he has became a really good friend of mine also.  He got this really good job and makes mookoo bucks.  Jason really likes Heidi.  Jason met Heidi through Casey and I.

Heidi is a friend of my boyfriend and I's.  We were friends with her and her xboyfriend.  My boyfriend was actually really good friends with the guy, and I ended up being friends with her for the simple fact that we went over there all the time.  We ended up becoming pretty good friends.  When they broke up, I kept my friendship with both of them, but Heidi comes to hang out with my boyfriend and I all the time.  Heidi only thinks of Jason as a friend, and does not want to be with him.

So, last weekend, Jason invited all of us to go skiing March 16th-19th.  He would rent the car, pretty much pay for everything, just each of us would need to bring $200, and give it to him. 

So here's the problem:  Last night Heidi called me crying because her and Jason got into a fight.  He kept trying to kiss her, and she kept backing up, and she tells him all the time that she just wants to be friends.  So of course, he is saying "Well then I guess you are not coming skiing."  He is being a complete ass to her.  I am very proud of her for not playing his games until the trip is over.  She just said fine.

So, should I still go??????????? 

So I have decided to stop recording everything I eat.  It really stresses me out.  I am still going to eat healthy and exercise, but it seems like it takes so much time out of my day to find out how many calories are in what.  I know this will break everyones heart and I'm sorry :( hehe

I went to the doctor this morning.  I have been experiencing terrible heart burn and bad anxiety.  I was prescribed:

Effexor XR for the anxiety

Protonix for the heartburn.

Anybody have any thoughts on this? 

I am very excited.  I am going skiing March 16th-19th.  We made all the arrangements this weekend.  My rich friend is taking us.  Loveland is where we are going.  Any thoughts on this?